Nervous

I'm getting nervous.

Here i am, sitting in front of my pc, going through past IM finishers blogs. Reading through their experience, hope i can learn a thing or two.

Whoa...i guess i just got to do it ! I know i can, i keep telling myself that. But deep in side, at the far back corner of my mind, i'm having serious doubts.

I really feel i havent done enough traning. My running...sucks ! i seldom run. Since i've got my X-Rated girlfriend couple months back, i've been doing very very little running and swimming... gosh...takut siot !!!!